I don't really know what to call this.
by, 06-11-2009 at 02:51 AM (3369 Views)
Recently, my life has become complete hell. I've had to bury four of my friends, someone I've been trying to get into a relationship with... well it did not work, and my school refuses to give me my transcript so that I can pursue further academics.
Ok, lets break it down. Two of the friends that I mentioned were shot in the back of the head and burned in the car they drove to someone's house. They were burned beyond recognition, the coroners spend a week identifying the bodies. A third friend was trying to drive back from her boyfriends house in a big thunderstorm (after the two got in an argument) and she hydroplaned into a tree and so ends another life. The fourth is still a mystery to me. Nobody will let me know what happened to him. He lived in Oxford (5 hours away) and I had no real contact with him. To end this paragraph, I'll say my condolences. RIP Xavier Monroe, Preston Smith, Julia Rose Tkach, and Justin Toney. May their souls rest in heaven. Julia's death hit everyone as a surprise, and shocking event. She was the type that would put a smile on everyone's face, no matter what. She'd try anything at least once just to live life to the fullest, but now she's gone. She was a senior, and died a week and a half before we walked to get diplomas. That day, her best friend and the super-intendent walked the diploma to where her parents were sitting and handed it to them. Literally everybody, including me, teared up or cried. Anyway, I said I'd end it with an rip so rip to Julia.
On the side, with all this I've had my share of female problems :/ Someone I was close to, had a good feeling that it was gonna go places, progresses the relationship, so I'm like Hell yes here we go, but a week later she's dating my friend and I'm left going wtf. Later she explains that she only acted like she liked me to get to him, and didn't want my feelings to get hurt. Make sense to you? doubt it. but yea, that all happened DURING the aforementioned stuff. Speaking of, I was also pretty much ignored by four really close friends after the first two. Way to help out jackasses. I've only heard from one of them sense, but that was just to call me a douche for being down so bad. O_O seriously.
Anyway, off to the other problem. I applied to a local college, all I have to do is send in a transcript, which I get from the high school. Easy enough right? right? nope. Always strings attached. The counselors apparently own my transcript, and I must pay them money for them to print it. I have to catch them when they're at the school. And guess what, THEYRE ALL TAKING VACATIONS. So I can't get into college until the counsellors stop being so obnoxiously fat. :/ That's just like a cherry on top of the worst ice cream i've ever eaten.
The friends that died left me in kind of a trance, until recently when I finally realized, or it finally hit me that they're gone, and are never coming back. I literally havent slept in two days. LITERALLY. And I'm still up. I just can't sleep because every time I close my eyes, one of them is there. This is getting lengthy and emo-ish, so I guess I'll be closing it up. Au revoir, until next time guys. Peace out