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Well as some of you know, I lost my father back in November to something pretty unexpected, it was really tough and I thought I wouldn't make it through that month. We're approaching 2 months without him and the days seem to get better thankfully. The holidays was especially rough for me and my family because my dad was such a huge part in doing everything like: cooking all the food, and just being his silly self. There has been one positive thing that has come from this whole ordeal however, I think it has changed myself as a person and gave me more of a will to succeed in my future; cause I know it would make my dad proud to see his oldest and first son receive a college degree, something that will happen in just 3 months. I have totally different views on life and life styles that I never would of thought of before, life in general feels totally different.

I really could probably go on and on with an emotional blog If I allowed myself to, but I did want to say one thing to people who have or will go through something similar to what I did; you just got to stay strong, if you let life take its advantage on you then it will surely kick you to the deepest parts of depression. If anyone needs to talk about anything, feel free to pm me here or on mirc, I usually always answer my pms =).

Thanks for reading guys, always much appreciated.